Review what I have seen these days

The warm spring has already arrived in Tokyo.
 People are still under being stressed
 by the forthcoming earthquake and
 what happened in Sendai and Fukushima.

I don't know how I can describe
what people feel and see in their mind and eyes.
Here's still covered by a strange shrink for people's mind.

Whatever people thinks, the nature does not reflect
their feelings and goes as usual.










The cherry blossoms in the pictures are surely standing
on the street that's been constantly
shaken by the earthquake.

Flowers on the trees are so beautiful and caught my mind.
It's windy day and most flowers were blown by the wind
but some of them still keep their position against the wind. Flowers might know they have to stick to the tree otherwise they will end their life taken by the wind.

 Same here, I'm blown by many harsh facts in the Japan. The counter culture shook from Canada where I lived, studied, and worked last five years. The people who I see in Japan are not dreaming the miracle they can make through their life. They're just satisfied by the provided happiness.









I'm not sure that I can keep myself as I dream for my life.
I'm slowly losing myself here and I can adjust myself into this society. I'm ready to choose to end my dream and open the door for different world that I didn't want.

I don't want to put myself into the stress-free environment and everyone feels same excitement given by others. I want to make it myself even it might take more time than I spend here.

Fortunately, one letter comes to me and tells me that I can open another door to go abroad again. I'm in a dilemma whether I choose it or not.

The lady who have supported me in Canada have just opened another door and shown me the hope that I could grab.










Shall I drop myself here or take the hand that will take me
out to next global stage?
Who knows what I choose and I know what I have to choose.

I'm just lost in options.

I'm spoiled and I understand that I have more doors than others here.

I have developed the doors and I just need to choose the one.

I'm thinking what is the best for me and evaluating the door by different perspectives.

I have gradually developed myself to move in a seamless manner for the future.

I just need to believe myself again as I choose to study in Canada.





Hopefully, my choice will be like the picture of last one.
OPEN THE FLOWER.


Stay Tuned.
M.K