Something shaking my life

It's good day.
I get up at 8, eat a breakfast, shave my beard.
Put my lunch into my bag, wear shoes, lock the door.
Just get out from my room and go to my work.
 
People are commuting to their workplace.
Trains are running at regular interval.
I'm walking to my work, listening my favorite music, and sing the song.
  
Weather is fine.
I'm fine.
Nothing is not fine.
She's living fine.

It's as usual, nothing to worry, and everything is gonna be alright.
You don't know what you see in the next.

I'll see my coworkers, my friends, and my family.
I'll see my desk, my chair, and my monitors to work with.

Everything is alright.
I'm alright.
You're alright.
She's alright.

It's coming, coming, and passed.
What did come and go?

It came with something worrying.
It bring me something worrying.
She's sleeping with no worrying.

I was working and it's working.
Nature exists and its' working.
Everyone is working.
She's sleeping and not working.

I went back and forth in my mind.
It could be real, virtual, and something special.

I don't play the game much and working much with computers.
I know myself and know the border between real and virtual.

There's a place and it's remote.
I can't see the place and I can't hear what they said.

People are screaming and listening the sound.
I was running and listening the alarm.
She's sleeping and will get up by the alarm.

What's passing me?
You know what it is.
I know what it is.

It's natural, normal, and usual.
It's too much, too big, too harsh.
It's killing me, laughing me, and leaving me.

Nobody knows that.
Someone knew that.
I didn't know that.
She didn't know that.

I lost it. I lost them. I lost time.

I believe there must be an opportunity for me to see them in the future.
The future is washed away.

It's washed away.
They're washed away.
My heart is washed away.
She's not washed away.

Everyone's talking more about it.
Everyone's knowing more about it.
I don't wanna know anymore about it.
She's gonna know more about it.

People are praying and sending their heart to us.
Everyone's working and sending money to us.
Mass media is working and sending harsh news to us.
She's sleeping and will send something new to us.

There will be people who has something.
There will be people who has everything.
There will be people who has nothing.
There will be people like me.
There won't be the person like her.

Everyone's holding sadness at this moment.
Probably, someone is holding good news.
I know some people are saved and others are not.
I wanna break it if there is a border to judge people for getting or losing their life.

Mass media's reporting too many news.
Everyone is scared and ignored.
Someone is working there and not knowing anything

Whatever people say, pray, and think does not bring the time back.
I wanna stop the time, reverse the time, and break THAT time.

I don't believe the earth is clocking well.
Why not bring the time back?

It's like a broken radio and it does not catch the right frequency.
It caught the signal that shake my life by accident.

Among too many sad news and facts, I decided to live as usual.
Probably, what I can do now is to live my life and spare some money for them.

I don't have power.
I don't have money.
I don't have risk and fear.
I don't have wasting time and have time to save someone.

Time goes on.
Money goes on.
People goes on.
I'm going on.

It's time up and she's getting up.
I have to tell her what's happening on the earth.

I'm sure that she will be sad but I'm sure that she will be fine
because I don't forget the moment and it won't be washed away.

I'm seeing the hope.
I'm walking to my workplace.
I'm talking to the people as usual.
I'm going home and relaxing.
I'm writing my blog.

She's crying now.
She's dropping her tears now.
She's knowing it now.
She's thinking about it now.

I just hold her and promise that our time won't be washed away.
Let's take hand and start what we can do now.

Stay Tuned.
M.K